#DOKI DOKI LITERATURE CLUB SAYORI LIVES MOVIE#
#DOKI DOKI LITERATURE CLUB SAYORI LIVES PC#

The next song in the cycle was 2pacвЂ™s Pain from the movie Above The Rim. This could be fate or just by chance, but I had my hip-hop instrumental playlist playing in the background. But nah, the first time MC goes over to SayoriвЂ™s house, she reveals that she has lifelong depression. Then I remember that scene came a little bit later in the game so I still have time to do my save scum shit. When the MC goes to Sayori house to check up on her, I started to think вЂњOh shit I made a mistake this is the suicide scene!вЂќ.

You know youвЂ™re dedicated to getting a good end when you panic and freak out thinking you fucked up. Maybe thatвЂ™s why her character has grown on me on this second playthrough. Honestly, that shit breaks my heart and I feel helpless when I canвЂ™t help my friends feel better about themselves because of how cruel mental health illnesses are. Perhaps it is because I am more in tune with my emotional/creative side of my brain, but I canвЂ™t help but feel bad about her and think about my friends who are battling depression. Sayori is sitting alone as normal with her head bury in her desk.ДЄt this point, you can sense that her depression is hitting harder as she once again does her faГ§ade of trying to make her crew not worry about her. The day after, the club starts to prep for the festival. IвЂ™m starting to think the game knows IвЂ™m save scumming lol. The dark and depressing words seem to relate to Yuri more than Sayori, but I still got reactions from Sayori. The third round of poem writing seems to get harder. I went with the вЂњIвЂ™d still walk with SayoriвЂќ option. If anyone could be kind enough to correct me let me know. Again, I do not know if that how depression works. She probably started to overthink the situation and believed MC was pushing her away to hang out with Yuri (or any other club member). I am not a mental health expert or anything, but seeing how Sayori reacted to that, I can only guess that she felt that she was a burden to the MC as well as her feeling worthless. In retrospect, I can understand how that fucked with SayoriвЂ™s head. That was one of the catalyze that worsen SayoriвЂ™s depression. In my original walkthrough, I selected Yuri (personal bias). Skipping through the dialogue I came across one of the two most important choices I need to make for this route: Would I rather walk back home with Sayori or Yuri. It does make you think about the people in your lives who are always happy and want to cheer everyone up.ДЄre they truly happy, or is their happiness a mask to hide their pain to make people not worry about them? вЂњI could sleep forever.вЂќ That was the first clue. Saying the obvious (Sayori conceals her depression from the club) is stupid so I wonвЂ™t go into those details. Monika mentioned that it was surprising to read SayoriвЂ™s poems on the topic of sadness as it was opposite to her normal cheerful personality. Seeing how Sayori wanted to cheer everyone up to hide her depression and pain not only made sense, it was heartbreaking. ItвЂ™s only when you consume and experience it multiple times is when you start to pick up on the things that were once hidden. ItвЂ™s strange: when you consume media for the first time, you do not pick up on the subtle clues the creator(s) hid within the art. For some situations, I did read some of her lines and what others have to say about Sayori.

Because fuck I ainвЂ™t spending another two hours of my life reading all that bullshit in her route. Let me say this: Thank god for the skip text option.

#DOKI DOKI LITERATURE CLUB SAYORI LIVES PC#

The too pure cinnamon bun thing, ya know? Also, gonna name myself after my PC (вЂњOWNER) to see if Monika detects that lol. ThereвЂ™s a CG I have yet to obtain (at the time of this writing) from her route. To start, IвЂ™m going to tackle SayoriвЂ™s route first. Well, okay we already went through hell once. In order to get the gameвЂ™s true/golden ending, we gotta go through hell first. Doki Doki Literature Club is no expectation. If you truly want that happy ending, then you have to go through hell to obtain it. Video games (with multiple endings) drive this point home hard. You know, I truly believe that you can earn your happy ending in life вЂ“ but only if you work and grind your ass off for it.

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